Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Idol

Well its been a long time since I wrote something nifty and useful, and I guess I won't be doing that yet, but somehow, I realized who my idol was. There was a time when I was so confused with the "You need a role model to look upto and grow", well I was always kind of a guy who din't want an Idol or a role model to look upto. Basic reasons : Never found any one good enough for me to look upto, and remarkably that same characteristic is shared by my Idol. He doesn't look upto any one, he looks upto himself.

So what makes my Idol so unique.

I never wanted to grow up, to be a person who was driven by emotions, and instead wanted to be a person who saw reason in everything, ( well there are always exceptions, and I believe I won't be repeating my mistakes again.)

I had to let go of Gandhi, he was way too non practical. Well I liked his idea of non-violence and self sacrifice, but he used to put a lot of people in harms way to get what he wanted ( not saying he was a selfish being, but still).

Then as a christian I have the Christ himself to idolize, but still, he was way too philosophical and always had a wrong and a right and was never ready to compromize.

Then came the hardcores as I got into music, but again they had no reason or no logic. It was all emotions and feelings and frustrations out in the form of music, so I couldn't idolize them either.

I had an option of idolizing someone real, but again my ego won't allow that, knowing that all of my idols would die one day, or are already dead. So I wanted my idol to be immortal.

I listed down some of the characteristics which my idol should have. ( well its stupid, but I am enlightened.)
1. Immortal
2. Not driven by emotions while making judgement.
3. Practically with a high IQ.
4. Some one who won't do something wrong or non righteous. ( That puts out all the brilliant villains - including Joker, out of the list.)
5. Some one who has no attachments as such, yet would do anything for the ones about whom he cared.
6. Some one with a good taste in music.
7. Some one who loves to know about things, yet makes sure he isn't cramped up with information.
8. And a genius in his own field.


Well knowingly or unknowingly I have idolized this man who satisfies all of the above characteristics, and have somehow scripted my own likes and dislikes based on them, So yes I have an Idol, whom I look upto and who inspires me to be me, yet isn't real enough to make people say "Oh look there goes another one of his kind, he was great, but these posers just ruin his credibility.".

I look upto my self.

4 comments:

Ravenclaw said...

bobo is a idolatrous narcissist!!!! :P :P :P vain bro!!!
me likes it!!! >_< its really enlightening..... i like d way ur argument flows... i like how u pick up ppl n den discard em after elucidating why dey wont do..
n btw, liking it dosna mean i agree with u. :P
n u know, for a second der, i thot u luk up to me!!! :D :D :D *know i am vain n loving it* ^_^ keep writing more. ur sis wil be ur number one fan!!! FIGHTING!!!! :*

Ravenclaw said...

n pls check ur clocking system.... its 8.24pm now but my comment has been timed as 6.55am!!!

Tim said...

Its not my problem, its the problem with where my blogger server is set up. :P

Freaky said...

Good one ! something normal ,unlike your other depressing ,hurting ones .

And yes, no one mortal is worthy to be idolized as no one's perfect .And as for immortals ,they are way beyond our understanding .

The best Bet we have is , idolizing ourselves. :)